Rants #1

Have you ever felt anxious?

Anxious of what the unknown brings you.

Anxious of the future.

Anxious of the “what ifs.”

Until you lose touch of reality where all hopes is lost and you could not see any possible light or happiness in your life.

I battle with this thought daily. I fight and fight the urge to be happy but I always end up losing with myself.

The feeling of hopelessness consumes me bit by bit. First, it starts as a knack in the brain. Then, it spirals out of control like a tornado of negativities and nobody, not even people close to me can help me get out from this tornado.

I try, believe me I try but I get sucked in deeper whenever I think of the light. I guess the darkness is stronger..

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